Tender moments of stark raving anger

That was yesterday for me.  I even was snappy and pissy at home.  Justin finally put me in my room and said, here, watch tv, away from anything and I fell asleep. I had been up for over 24 hours.  I had gotten up at 3pm thursday and went to hang out with Jasmine (new female friend I mentioned in earlier entery).  Since she’s fairly unmobel right now as she had another car crash into hers and it broke a bone in her ankle, you know the one that gives you the knobby thing on the inside of your ankle?  Yea that one.  So Justin and I  went over and hung out for a few hours, her mom had us stay for dinner.  Was very very nice.  Strange to hang out with a friend who still lives with their parents but ehh stuff in life happens and we all return to the ‘rents place when they do.

So I didn’t go to bed at all Thursday night, I stayed up so by the time 5pm came around Justin was done with my grumped out self.  The lack of sleep, the stress over my hair and well he decided nope that’s it.  Turned on the tv in the bedroom, took me and my stuff in there, got me a drink and said your set up.  So I go into the bedroom and about 9pm I fall sleep.  Out like a light.

While I’m not feeling as grumped out I still have the mania side in me that is pissed. (oh he did have me take my medicine yesterday)  I really want to just throw things but that would piss Justin off and not help my mood any.  So I’ll write intsead.  I might go find something to eat because I’m now getting close to 24 hours since I ate.  I had people here last night, or D&D group, I slept through it and Justin came to bed at 6am.  I don’t want to wake him as he let me sleep through the game and pretty much its his turn to sleep.  But I am hungry.  I really really wish he’d start to get the kitchen clean.

I’ve got to find something semi business attire to wear to the job interview on wednesday.  Figure out what the hell I’m going to do for my hair that day.  Oye.   I really hope I get it internally, I really want into this position instead of the ERS department.  It is a longer season 6-9 months and I really really really want health insurance.  This way  I don’t have to bother paying for my pdoc anymore, I can get a therapist as well.  Just blarg.

I’m still tired and I slept like 16 hours, but now I think its just the tiredness of over sleep.