The need for change

I feel the need to change something. I’m not sure what it is, maybe its just the fact I’ve been in bed a week now, sick with this damn flu that has invaded the US and not enough flu shots to go around and babies and homeless dying. Blah.

I’ve slept the last week away. This was to be my week to get a job before Justin starts college on Monday. Now I’ll be without a car during the week and it’ll be really hard to get a job with out having a car to drive around in to apply. I’d like something easy honestly, even though it might only be minimum wage.

Have I mentioned the whole Justin and college thing yet? Probably not, I probably really need to.

I think the change I want to make is in my OD name. I think I want to change it to reflect my cat somehow, which is totally lame, but Im not being really creative because remember…. the flu. Yeah. Might be worse since the cough from when I got sick after ICC never truely went away. Im horrible at getting up and going anywhere like the dr’s to see if its bronchitis or pneumonia. Probably is since the coughing isnt productive and the tightness in my chest is horrible.

Oh achke. No more talking of being sick, cuz Im sick of being sick.

Name change… I was thinking something like BearCat or something, but like I said it lame and well creativity isnt flowing in my direction.. arg, hold…..

Stupid nose, had to get some tissue.

Now I forgot what I was on about but while I was getting my lovely box of tissue, I was thinking about how I need to be someplace in two hours but dont really have a way to get there. Justin’s family let us know last night, LAST night mind you, that they are doing their Christmas today. Blah, I am sick so I didnt want to go all the way out there to his Aunt Judy’s house sit around, be miseralbe, Have I mentioned that Im always sick over Christmas?, the make sure I am where I have to be in a few hours.

It never fails that I’m always sick over Christmas. Its not usually the flu although the last two years it has been. Its usually just a cold that makes me not want to be anywhere because it means sitting up and forcing myself to be nice when all I want to do is be in bed.

This has got to be the lamest entry ever, its full of nothing but my flu…

Anyhow Im going to stop now because it seems I really dont have much to say.