Meaning

God I wish I could just launch into song through text.

That’s neither here nor there. I haven’t given up, and that counts as enough.

the thought that’s been consuming me lately is, how can I.. create art? That is both meaningful and joyful to me.. while also being of service? (Of service to whom? Other people, I suppose. To humanity.)

Right now I want to indulge in the fantasy of it. The ‘what if’ that would drive the plot of a romcom.

… you know what? I’m gonna go do that.