guess who back..

I’m back at school finally. Ugh thank god I was like dying. Don’t get me wrong going home is nice…when its for a weekend. For a week its like omg when can I go backk.

Then on top of thaat my bet with Daniel was going on so like I was sexually frustrated cuz he was turning me on and I couldn’t do anything about it until he fucked me.

When I got to school with had like 20 minutes to ourselves so we had a semi quickie. I climaxed so quickly though. It was like orgasm, orgasm, CLIMAX FROM HEAVEN, orgasm orgasm, then he finished….

I love denying myself an orgasm cuz when I finally do orgasm its fucking amazing. But then after the climax it doesn’t feel as awesome compared to the climax. Still amazing but not as amazing has climaxing lol. Daniel is just so amazing at everything he does to me. I always feel so good when we’re done. He definitely the best I have ever had. I wonder if I’m his best…hmm maybe I’ll ask him.

We went for a walk tonight because it was just such a nice night out. Cool enough to only need a sweatshirt, clear, the air had a cool moisture to it. It was just a beautiful night. When we were sitting on a table outside somewhere he was like "well we go find a dark corner somewhere and I can finish you off." and I was like "No, cuz its not fair to you. I get to orgasm a lot and you only get like once? No it isn’t fair!" then he said "I don’t care I like doing it." 

Still not used to that. A guy who actually likes to get me off and doesn’t expect anything in return? Throws me off guard everytime. so yea we were sitting on a lone patch of tar surrounded by grass kissing and fooling around and guess who called…

The lovely girlfriend…

So we were laying on the tar together while he talked to his girlfriend and eventually I sat up arounf the time i knew they would get off the phone. I figured if I didn’t hear him say "I love you" it wouldn’t be too bad. So I sit up and listen to the cars going by drowning out his convo basically then of course he says I love you to her when no cars are driving by. It might be a sign that I need to leave before I get hurt. 

I can’t just leave though. I’m too attached to him. We could be awesome and amazing together. 

*sigh*

Fuck love and relationships. Like honestly. Why can’t things be simple?

ugh goodnight

 *Sandra*