new and possibly old interests…pt 2

So going off from my first entry. Daniel is incredibly sweet and we literally just spent the last like hour or so together watching Super Natural. He gives the best hugs I have ever gotten from anyone. He like holds tight and omg its an incredible hug. He is just really awesome. Apparently, he and his girl aren’t doing too well so that’ll probably end soonish. I’m not exactly happy but a little part of me is interested. He’s just a really really nice guy. So that’s my new interest.

My old interest, Eric, is once again flirting with me and stuff. Like seriously dude, first you tell me we can’t flirt anymore because you like some other girl, then you tell me that you’re not going to waste you time with this other girl, and now you’re gunna flirt with me. Quit playing games with my heart, as the BackStreet Boys would say. Anyway, I’m over him because Daniel is kind of taking his place. I mean think about it…

   Why go after the guy who got annoyed because you texted him so much when you have a guy who texts you constantly..

   Why go after the guy who doesn’t answer your texts when you have a guy who will always answer them…

   Why go after the guy who only invites you to go to dinner because he has no one else to go with when you have a guy who always asks you to go to dinner…

It’s pretty simple who I should pick. I mean don’t get me wrong I like Eric still…a lot…more than I honestly should considering what a douche he is to me. But, I know he is literally just toying with me. And now, that I’m not showing any interest he is chasing after me.

We usually hang out for the 10-15 minutes between the end of our math class until the time he heads to his next class. Usually, I would walk him to his class (which is completely out of my way) then head to my dorm and sleep. But, today, I dont know…I just didn’t feel like going out of my way for him. So I was like, "I’m just gunna head back to my dorm." and gave him my nicest smile and started walking the other way. He seemed very taken aback/surprised and was like, "Oh..ok I’ll…text you later then." as I was walking away. Lol he never says that ever. He never really texts me unless he has no one to go with him to dinner or to Jazzmans. But, whatever lol. 

And I have another new interest, but I’m not interested in her. She is DEFINITELY interested in me though. She is flirting with me constantly. I literally have no interest in her that way. She became a close friend and that is that. Anything else is a no no. I want to tell her to stop flirting with me but I really don’t know what to say. I also feel that she takes everything I say the wrong way and thinks that I and flirting with her. I’m not though. Not in the slightest. I don’t like her that way. I don’t know it’s kind of uncomfortable being with her now. 

Alex and I are doing pretty good as well. We talk, but definitely not as much as we used to. Once, we get to college, we kind of sort of fall out of each other’s lives. It’s kind of nice having so much space from each other. But, not going to lie, I do miss him. A lot. But, it’s whatever. Apparently he and some of his friends (including these two girls who I am convinced like him) are going to play a drinking game. He was like are you ok with me drinking? And I’m like I trust you to know when to stop and to not do anything stupid when you guys are drunk. 

I wonder if he is seeing other girls. Sometimes I wonder if he had something similar to what me and Eric had with someone from his school. Hmm….I wont let myself think of it. Though honestly, it kind of doesn’t bother me. I mean like, look at me. I’m chasing after a guy (who has a girlfriend mind you) and I was practically with someone else. Hmm…

Well, anyway I’m off to go read Daniel’s story. Let’s see if he is as good of a writer as he is an artist. Write more later 😉

 *Sandra*