so much….just pure hurt….

So Eric likes some other girl and I just legit got replaced. How much could he honestly have liked me if I was so easily replaced. I feel so rejected. First Alex doesn’t want me now even Eric found someone better. Someone he can be with. 

Honestly, I am very happy for him. He’s liked her for a while and now he finally has a chance to be with her. So I am happy for him. 

But, I am so hurt. I really like him so seeing him really like another girl is like a dagger in my heart. I just have to get over it and be a good, supportive friend. I can’t let my feelings for him control me like this. I need to be an awesome friend and be there for him if he needs me.

And on top of everything I think I’m going to break up with Alex. I’m just not good at long distance relationships so I am fucking everything up for the both of us.

I hate my fucking life right now. 

 *Sandra*