Update..

So its been a little while since I last wrote. I hope everyone is doing well. I’ll be checking and noting on some people’s diaries after I actually write an entry lol. I have been lurking (reading diaries but not posting notes or entries) for the last few days but didn’t get up enough motivation to actually write about anything. My life has been pretty boring recently. Well not boring because I have been having loads of fun but there really isn’t anything new. So lets see…

– Daniel and I are still hanging out pretty much everyday. We watch the show SuperNatural on his laptop for hours on end and just enjoy each others company. He’s really nice and really sweet. I like him but, alas, he still has a girlfriend so I’m not getting my hopes up lol. He’s just a great guy to be around and an AMAZING hugger. He actually likes holds people and hugs them . Its pretty great lol. We like cuddle and watch the show. Idk its just cute. 🙂 

– Eric and I are doing well. We’re just back to being the best friends we were before everything happened. We joke around and it isn’t awkward anymore which is pretty good. But, like I said before he’s flirting and stuff. Like, for example, yesterday we were talking and he said something like, "Well, you haven’t gotten any in a while." and I was like, "Thanks for reminding me, Eric." -_- then he said, "Well I’m always up for it if you want to." I just let that one go over my head and didn’t like react to it. But, seriously, dude, MAKE UP YOUR MIND! One day you don’t like me, one day you do. But, its whatever. I’m not letting myself get attached to anyone else. It just hurts too much.

– Alex and I are doing well too I guess. I’m a little confused because like we’re broken up but he still calls me his girlfriend and stuff. But, he’s still being all cute and adorable. I still love him but I kind of feel that kind of fading. Maybe due to distance, maybe due to the fact that we’re growing apart. I really don’t know. 

– I’m thinking about making doing some more recording of me singing various songs. I’m not sure if I mentioned this but I love to sing and I used to be pretty good (back when I was in chorus and doing shows..it trained me and gave me practice basically…now I kinda suck because I don’t have the training anymore 🙁 ) So, I want to start recording me singing songs and hopefully getting better that way. I made a CD once for Alex for I think Valentine’s Day last year or something and it was pretty decent actually. So yea I plan on doing that at some point soon I guess.

– I’m starting to write and draw again which is good. My poems are pretty decent but my drawing needs major improvement lol. But, at least I’m getting my creativity out and stuff. My lastest idea is a banner with Betty Boop and I want to hang it over my bed. Hopefully, I’ll actually finish this project and not just leave it in my sketch book again. 

– School is going pretty well I guess. Chemistry is (as always) being a pain in my butt. But, I’m pulling through it. I had my first chemistry test which consisted of 5 questions of which I definitely got 3 and half right. I guess thats not that bad. Bio is fun. We’re learning anatomy basically which is one of my favorite parts of Bio so I’m in my happy place when I’m in class. Math is just boring and tedious but at least I understand whats going on and doing pretty well in it. I actually enjoy math. I like getting things right. But I hate math when I can’t wrap my head around a concept. That’s the only time I honestly hate it. Otherwise I rather enjoy doing math. I’m kind of a nerd 

That’s pretty much my life so far in a nut shell…Well I guess I could go into the whole thing where I don’t have roommates technically for next year but I’ll save that for tomorrow or something. I’m gunna go work on my betty boop thing now lol. Write more tonight..

If you want to check out some of my poems the link is http://www.pensieridilupaviola.blogspot.com 

It’ll have some blog entries and like two poems. I’ll post some more soon probably lol. 

Well I’ll write more later. Leave notes!

(PS: Just to let non OD members know…you can leave notes as well. This is mainly for the 3 friends who follow my diary who aren’t OD members. You can leave notes too I miss hearing from you guys.)

(PPS: See Jess, Sam, and Hilary you got your friken shout out!)

 *Sandra*