Well that didn’t go as planned

So I didn’t get to talk to Eric today about like anything. The only alone time we got was in the morning for like 5 minutes before our math class and plus I was so tired this morning I literally couldn’t function. Lol speaking about anything just isn’t happening in the morning when I’m like extremely tired. So I was like ok after class we usually get lunch so I’ll just bring it up at lunch. So we go to our lunch place and of course there are some of our friends there so we couldn’t even get any alone time. I was so mad I was like grr this would happen. 

Oh then I invite him to dinner and he never responded to my text so I was like whatever I was the nice person. Then I’m hanging out with a few friends eating dinner and talking and whatnot and guess you comes up the stairs. Eric. With his dorm mates. I’m like wow you’re a douche bag aren’t you. I mean I don’t mind you having dinner with your dorm mates but don’t just ignore/not answer my text message. At least just tell me like, "I’m actually eating with my roommates." Like I really don’t care whether you do or not. I hate when he just ignores me like that.

Well whatever, honestly I’m done inviting him places if he is just never going to respond to me. Like I do invite him because he is my best friend and I want to hang out with him. But, he could at least have the common courtesy to answer me back. He’s so annoying sometimes. I like want to hit him or something. But, at the same time, I really like him and want to be with him so yea. It’s a constant battle basically lol.

Whatever, I need to move on because it’s pretty obvious he doesn’t like me like that anymore so whatever. There are other people out there right? 

My roommate asked me, "If he were to ask you to be his girlfriend, would you say yes?" and like immediately I was like, "Yea I would." I didn’t even think about it lol. I’m honestly not sure. I mean I probably would say yes but like I don’t know because like I’m kind of still hurt by him. I mean he liked me so much and then he was like, Actually I like some other girl so yea see ya! 

Eh, I’m bored I’ll probably write more later though because now I must go and finish my laundry.

See ya 🙂

 *Sandra*