AAARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am SO mad right now!!!!!!!!!!

My dad has never been such a dick before today.

He came home, and got all mad because the dog peed all over the house, and the dish washer wasn’t emptied out and, in his head, dinner wasn’t ready for him. What so it’s my fault that you got a terrible dog? It’s my fault that we didn’t empty and re-fill the dish washer fast enough? It’s my fault that you didn’t like the perfectly good dinner that we all ate, and was laid out for you? Well, it’s not. He had not right to just walk out on us like that. So you didn’t like that the dog is a pain in the ass, well we have to deal with her all fucking day. So you didn’t like that the dish washer wasn’t emptied, well, I don’t like that you have never once put away the bags and bags of groceries that you buy. So you didn’t like the dinner we made, well too fucking bad, I have eaten many a macaroni and cheese dinne because I have come home to a pork dinner. He had absolutely no right to just storm off like that. He didn’t need to go get dinner, it was here already. We have a house full of food that I won’t eat because he buys what he wants, and he has to go out to get something to eat. He just left. He didn’t say anything, he just stormed out. And when he got back he acted like nothing was wrong. Like he hadn’t just walked out on us. ARGH!!!!

I just want to scream at him and make him feel as bad as he made me feel. You don’t just walk out on your family like that. You just don’t. No matter what kind of fucking temper tantrum you are having. I need a clove so bad right now…. I even took out $20 when I went to the bank… I just need to go away, but Sonja never called me, and Darrel and Dwayne are gone, and it is too late to call Glenn. I just need to get out, but I can’t. I hate my father. I never hated him before for anything. Not ever. But this is hate worthy. You just don’t leave like that.