DAMNITT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya know, I hadn’t cried for days. I thought I was doing well. And now, all out of no where, I start crying my eyes out. Why did this have to happen to me? I hate my life. I swear to God, I just want to crawl up into a little ball and die. I hadn’t cried in days. I was ok. And now, as soon as I am alone, I start. Why can’t I just make the pain go away! I can’t be alone, otherwise I just fall apart, and i have no one to comfort me, I just sit and cry. It hurts so much. So very much. I’m just having such a bad day. I should have gone home. I need a hug, but theres no one here. I am completely alone in every sense of the word. I hate my life.

hi… i know how you feel.. honestly i felt that like too and everyone was like oh ur depressed and i even wrote poems it kinda helped but thats not such a great idea b/c ppl can read them… and i just wanna say… its okay and you’ll make it through life i promise… you just need to find a friend that cares about you but i g2g KrazyQt p.s thats my diary name you can go read poems i wrote

*big huginess!* I’m sorry things are not going well for you…I know how it feels to be somewhere alone. I got lucky when I stayed here this weekend that a couple of my friends were still around. But if you want, I was gonna ask if you wanted to come up here next weekend. We can chill and go into the city 🙂 Let me know. -The Sun in the Sky