I’m so lost.

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I;ve been crying since I got back to my room. I just feel so alone, I feel like I don’t have anything anymore. My life is completely empty. I just want to curl up in the corner and die. I have never felt so alone in my life, I feel like there’s no one I can go to. I thought I reallie got luck with Julien. I reallie thought we had something good. I’m just so naive! I thought we would be different, I thought he was different, but no. We were together for 14 and a half months, and it’s all gone now, and I have nothing to show for it. It was all just too much for him, too long. I miss him so much. I can’t stand it. I’ve never been so sad, or scared, or depressed, or alone in my life. I just want to die. God help me, but I just don’t want to be here anymore.