The worst day of my life…so far…

(this should have been posted Sunday, September 22nd, 2002)

So yeah. I got hit by a 4 wheeler today.

No I’m not kidding, no I’m not exaggerating. I reallie truly got hit by an ATV.

So here’s the deal… Some stupid people in my building burnt some popcorn so badly that not only did they set off the fire alarm, they filled alot of the building with smoke. So we’re all outside, waiting for them to clear things up so we can go back to our rooms, and this security guard come flying up on an ATV. I see him, and I’m just like ok, whatever, but then he hops the curb, and I turn to walk away, and SMACK! broadsided right in the right leg, spins me around and I go straight into the wall of the building and then smack onto the ground.

So I’m just lying there like what the f*ck… I just got hit my a fast moving vehicle. All I could think about was A.) WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT MY 3 DANCE CLASSES! and B.) HOLY SH*T! I’VE GOT A WHOLE BUNCH OF CHIPPED TEETH! So the security guard goes straight into the wall next to me, and the 4 wheeler tips over, I think it must have landed on him. The general idea is that his brakes went out (?)…

Anyway, so I’m here lying on the ground, having a total fit in my mind. Everyone’s like are you ok? and I’m like fu_k no. So the ambulance come, and the both of us are off to the hospital.

I got 8 stitches right under my lip, and 2 or 3 on my actual lip. I have 3 chipped teeth, and my knee is absolutely killing me.

I hate it when people are like you’re so lucky, cause if this is luck, then I don’t want it. I see it as if I had stayed in the cafeteria for 20 more minutes, I would be perfecty fine.

I’m at homt tomorrow, and probably tuesday as well. If you’re around, give a call, or stop in, if you can still love someone who looks like something out of the movie Strangeland. I need hugs.

I miss my Julien. ): I talked to him for a while tonight. I love him so much, I reallie just wish he was here, I need a Julien hug and a kiss. I need someone to hold me while I cry that I will never look the same again, or dance the same again, and tell me that I’m beautiful, even when I’m hideous. I love you sweetie.

Well, that is all. Today bites.

-kitten >v_v<