Updating…

I don’t know how much of this I wrote about so… bear with me…

So, the Dance Concert went well, I feel like it was a success, although I did freak out about it quite a bit. I miss dancing, I can already feel myself getting out of shape. I got the most beautiful flowers from Val (: she gave them to everyone in her class, but mine were the prettiest, and my note was the best (: My cell phone is wonderful, I wish I got more calls on it though (; I guess I wish i was a little bit more popular (; *insert girly stuff here don’t read further if you don’t want to know* My period is being all weird. I have it, but it is weird. I think I may go back on birth control just to make it regular again, although it is a bit of an expense… but for piece of mind and knowing exactly when my bitchiness is from PMS I think I may risk the nasty side effects. I think I’m screwed up this cycle because of stress though… *end girly crap…* SO everything seems to be going well, I got my existentialism paper done, and I think it was good, I reallie enjoyed learning about Sartre. I never did finish reading the Plague, I think I will buy it over the summer though. I have prettie much finished up work for the semester, just 2 back programming assignments and 3 exams. I am soooooo very very very burnt out. I just need to sleep. I am reallie like the epitome of burnt out. I reallie need to get this coctailing job set up for the summer, else I need to get another one. I have a cell phone bill now, I can’t not be making money. I reallie think that this summer will be my summer of making money. I should save up quite a bit. I am prettie excited. Hmmmm…. what else…. well, I think I was losing weight until I started to be huge pig. I weighted myself a couple of days ago and I was 112, but it was prolly just water weight, since I hadn’t been drinking alot of water, and I just weighed myself at 116. I think I want to be like 105 or 102. That would be ideal, but a more realistic goal is like 108 maybe. Maybe 110, at the most. I have alot of liquer in my room. I don’t know what I am going to do with it. I have (all prettie full) a bottle of raspberry Smirnoff vodka, peach Schnapps, Malibu, Godiva chocolate liqueur, and 4 small bottles of kahlua white russians. Yea. What am I going to do with that much alcohol???? I mean I am 21 and all, but I definitely don’t drink that much….. party? Yea. Party. Heh, but where I don’t know. Anywho, I guess theres not too much new going on. Julien and I seem to be good, we seem to be making eachother prettie happie which is the idea. I just love him way too much. Dani and I got singles together for next year!! YAY!!! I am room 244, and she is 245, and we share a bathroom. It will be so nice. Ah. A big single to myself, athen maybe Julien will stay here more often. I can’t wait!!! WOOOOO!!! SINGLE!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!I need to pack… school is almost over… I reallie need to get my shit together… but aside from all that, all is well in Leah-ville. *loves* *hugs to all who need them* Oh, and if anyone was wondering, there were 3, so no need to worrie, Jarrett’s father, my great uncle, and a girl here (don’t know the details…) lost someone as well. *loves!!*

– your completely burnt out kitten ~>*_*<~