A late update..lol

Hello everyone well I have been doing really good over the last couple months, sorry I know I always say i am going to write, bad habit..lol  Well My mom is doing good, shes got her diabetes under control.  Julie is good still with Al and living over here on the westside.  I am still with Sarah the love of my life,my world, my princess, my partner for life.  I am gonna start going to counseling for depresson.  Everyone helps me with the loss of my dad and brother but it seems to be deeper, some nights I dont sleep I can be grumpy I dont do pills anymore its been nice.. I just feel I need something more.  This sepression is stronger than I thought and I just hope this helps cause I dont wanna be sad anymore…

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.