Almost the work week
Well I have been sleeping alot cause of my anti biotics, grr, havent got to see my baby in almost a week which is stressing her out but it will be ok baby im not going anywhere. Well other that that I havent played much wow either, hmm whats going on..lol Well today i was hoping my baby got on cause I havent had my phone my Alexis decided to hide ity or take it..lol Ill find out tomorrow.. Oh yeah Sunday means FOOTBALL… My team better win..lol As for how I have been doing with the whole Antoinette thing, been doing really good. Havent thought about her really, I cant say she does ever cross my mind but hey that is just natural. Im soo excited that I get to start work again, OMG it feels like my life is actually gonna turn out better than I thought. I still need a haircut..lol But I keep putting it off. I started playing neopets again.. My friend Cat got me to play again, she is doing good she has her lil boy finally. Good job, I found really good music only problem is the lyrics..lol I mean great beats good meanings and some i use to listen to before but the lyrics are like my old feeling, ugh ugh ugh my luck..lol Oh well I nhavent really talked to julie in a long time still kinda sore at her but we will be fine. My mom is doing good though. Well I think I will play some wow now since I am not gonna sleep but I will suprise my baby by going over for football.. I miss seeing her, grr. OH I might be trading in my car for a eclipse..oh yeah, Not sure cause I do love my neon but we will see. Almost Haloween I wonder what im gonna be doing? Trick or treating while sarah family drinks..lmao, I swear her family is something else..lol Well I will write more later got a lock to level..
Sabotage
It’s sabotage now
I keep prayin’ she’ll leave me alone (Leave me alone)
But she keeps waitin’ outside of my home
I’ve got an angel on the lest sayin’ "Don’t give in"
But the devil on the right sayin’ "Let her in"
She won’t stop kickin’ down my door.
Each time I try to be the good girl,
I let myself get in the way
I try so hard to fight the bad girl
But she’s here to stay
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
Now my heart is broken (All over again)
It’s sabotage now
I can’t hold on to the guys I like
‘Cause she keeps lookin’ with wondering eyes
I’ve got an angel on the left screamin’ "Get away!"
But the devil on the right sayin’ "Time to play"
And I can’t take it anymore
It’s sabotage now
Each time I try to play the good girl
I let myself get in the way
I try so hard to fight the bad girl
But she’s here to stay
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
Now my heart is broken (All over again)
It’s sabotage now
When I fall in love
I cause myself so much pain
I sabotage my heart (and)
And I don’t know how to change
It doesn’t matter what I say, what I do
‘Cause in the end she always wins, I always lose
I need to get her out of my life
Oh
Each time I try to play the good girl
I let myself get in the way
I try so hard to fight the bad girl
But she’s here to stay
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
Now my heart is broken (All over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
It’s sabotage all (Over and over again)
Now my heart is broken (All over again)
It’s sabotage now