Happy Thanksgiving
Well I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. For those who didnt im sorry, well lets sums some things up… I have officially began to register for classes at CNM. I am working towards my computerand buisness arts degreee. Thank you Sarah for the help and encouragement to make me commit myself to being a better person and doing something with my life. I am drama free except for a few minor things, but not even worth mentioning. I feel that this year is going to end on a positive note for once. I have my family and my Fiance, to whom I proposed through wow…lmao, right it made the moment though.. You should of seen her face, red teary eyed, I knew I made an impact in her life at that moment.. I am very grateful for her in my life, She treats a man well beyond a doubt better than anyone can. She exceeds my expectations all the time, I wonder sometimes how I never met her before. I mean her Mom worked with my dad i mean actually was grouped with him.. They attened his funeral, and everything. That meant alot to me even by not knowing them then. Family is a special part of my life. I will do anything for my family,. They are a precious thing and to never know when one has to go, it makes them even more precious. Sarah gets along great with my mom Gloria, all the time they call and check up on each other, when she comes overs its like as if she was already part of our family. Ok for all you wondering why I got engaged so fast, heres your answer. I once had a love who would do anything for me we were loved by each others familys and we couldnt ask for more. One day I went out to a concert with a friend and didnt tell her, My big mistake, never did I cheat before but I kissed my friend that night. Why did I do it, I had hateful thoughts running through my mindcause it was Snoop Dogg and my brother was a big fan of him. So it had me thinking, one time in my life when i needed someone, because my brother had died. I called the one person i thought i could depend on but she didnt even care, all she said was "oh im sorry" and hung up.. Yeah she was at work but, ever since that day I could never look at her the same. I played it cool cause I really did love her and I wanted us to work with her busy work schedule and my family problems.. That night of the concert she had to work and I took my friend Sarah. I thought of my bro the whole time, and then I thought of how my ex showed her feeling towards him,I just gave up on the night and well we kissed and that was that. My ex and i never spoke after that, I pleaded and begged for a second chance even just to be friends. Nope, I then realized what I had lost, so all I could do is learn from that experience. I had another shot at love with Sarah. Great qualities, shes been in school got a great heart and great family, it was my turn to be a man and give her what little she wanted. I would give her the world but she soo caring and loving and giving she never asks for anything except my attention from time to time, which is a very small price for the happiness she brings. So there you have it. As for Thanksgiving we ate good, even had a whole family picture, which ill put up on myspace and facebook. But its time for me to go and Happy Holidays to everyone if I dont manage to write again this year…lol