Overwhelmed

Well lets start off, this has been a very rough week.. I cut off ties with antoinette, itwas wierd having emails hacked and just drama from it.  I am trying to get my family to understand my life with sarah..  She is my love world heart, but we have a lil problem, in wow that game i play there is an individual who does not get along with her, I promised i wouldnt talk to her and i broke it…  I was actually trying to talk to a friend of sarahs cause I know how he fells…  no names are mentioned.. but its tough to lose a father, and I can totally relate to him and it just touched me when i found out about the situation.  Him and i never got along but all that aside i knew what he was felling.  I tried being nice but it ended up backfiring cause I was in vent with the girl sarah doesnt like.  They are all friends,  so i was figuring im gonna get in trouble again for caring for someone.  We meet some peeps who actually play wow, I think they are chill as fuck.  i might just move servers for them cause they dont rp..lol I dont either but i just have never been on another server..  but on top of all this my mom fell twice tonight it scared me to tears, she is so fragile, and  im scared for her, Julie and I are talking again its hard, but we have to be here for mom…  Its hard cause julie is sick too and i just dont know what to do…  i just make mistake after mistake , and lost my computer books, now i have to somehow get another one… I mean not understanding antoinettes comments orif they were her for reals…  its like all thing are coming down om me at once.  Im trying to keep sarah happy but i just dont got her trust anymore.  so basically i just wanted to say fuck everything,If one persons wants something  the ither wants it too..  Im sooo overwheelmed with things, i Want my dad……………and with school i dont know if i can make it another year..  I think i just might have to give up wow,.. I dont know but  am gonna go  get some sleep Dreams about my dad keep me hanging on.. I just am overwhelmed with things….  anybody got a shoulder I really need one