rambles. good stuff and bad.

life is ok right now. very happy with things between me and jordan. more than happy. things are good. very very very worried about going to his this weekend coming though.

it’s my ‘prom’ this wednesday. went to cambridge on saturday to try and find a better dress but i decided to stick to the one i was going to get. so i bought shoes, shrug, necklace, bangles and a bag to go with it. can’t wait. should be good.plan to get dur-runk. realy annoyed that jodes can’t come. woulda given zo’s ticket to her instead of kerris if i’d’ve known what was going on! and jodes wouldve paid us back unlike kerris (she has one day left!!) (not that anyone reading knows what imn going on about there)

stuff i’ve found out recently…margaret (woman i grew up next door to) has had a stroke and cant walk..they haven’t even given her a wheelchair yet which i think is pretty bad. rex has given up work to look after her and shaw (their grandchild who has special needs who they were forced to adopt) is so upset bless him

daniel b (boy i grew up with, one year older than me) has a brain tumour. clive’s been spending a lot of time there again because of this.

i have to go to the doctors sharpish.really think i might be anaemic. last time i went to give blood they said my iron levels were pretty low and if my symptoms get worse then i should go to the doctors. they’ve got a lot worse and it’s the same things my mum had before she was rushed into hospital for the emergency blood transfusion (although obviously my symptoms aren’t nearly as bad so im not gonna have my doctor run over to my work place and telling me to go to a&e anytime soon like she did dont worry hehe)(really need to not cut for a while though…)

my grandad went for a scan today to check on his cancer. he’s stopped chemo now because they’ve said it’s terminal and the chemo was making him ill and not affecting the tumours growths so *shrugs slightly* meh we’ll see.

this entry is getting depressing..let’s go onto good stuff. exams are over. woo…shit i cant think of any more good stuff. no no no, i was having a good day. think lauren think. what’s been good?

ooh ooh! today! i had a great day today. met ashley out of his 3 hour chemistry exam (yeuch) and we went to have a picnic but it was raining to we went to the docks and sat on the covered benches. then we went to the globe for a couple of drinks. was really good to be alone with him. we never argue when we’re alone. well we do because we’re both stubborn bitches and have opposite opinions on most thing but we get over arguments quicker when we’re alone lol. we had a really good catch up and gossiped and he said something nice about jordan (woo!)

anyway this isnt an interesting entry. and i cant think of more good stuff (although there has been a lot because ive been in a good mood recently)

-Lauren xx