Burn Out
I am livid. So upset and angry at the situation I’m in that I want to scream and break stuff and yell at the top of my lungs every horrible thing in my head.
Life is stressful right now. I’m working two jobs, one on the weekends and one during the week, which adds up to between 25-30 hours a week. Alone, that’s okay and not bad, I actually kind of like my jobs too. They’re easy, independent, and pay me well.
However, when I’m going to school full time and spending at least another 30-35 hours a week either at school, driving to/from school, or doing homework, it’s too fucking much. Most days I’ll leave the house around 930-10am and not get home until 7pm. If I have any homework or housework to do after that, then I don’t get the chance to sit and relax.. I do that instead.
Things have to be different, because I cannot continue to work at this pace without burning out fast.
On the plus side I love my classes this semester and none of my teachers are flaming assholes (see: last semester). The only thing that has the power to calm me down lately is my photography, because it seems as if I don’t even get to see my husband. We work opposite schedules, afterall.
Breathe. Just breathe.
it sucks how hard we have to work to get ahead in life. dont give up, it will be worth it in the end.
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