2/21/03

*grumbles*

If you don’t want to hear me whine, leave now. Please. I wouldn’t want to think that you were reading some whiny self-centered rant simply because you felt you had to. The information in this entry is not new or exciting nor will it shock any of you. You have every right to close the window now.

I am behind in every single one of my classes, owing my French teacher a paper from Thursday and my math teacher a quiz from today, when I just decided to skip class in order to avoid failing the quiz and instead went to the library and slept for two periods. I can’t tolerate the concern in my teachers’ faces when they talk to me. My fingernails and cuticles hurt like a mother, because I’ve been chewing on them all day. This nagging bastard cough has gotten worse again, and I fell asleep in two of my classes today. My mother was _THIS_ close to signing my goddamned independent horseback riding form, and then I said the wrong thing and now I’m ‘depressing’ and ‘lazy’ and ‘incorrigible’ and we need to talk some more about it, which is funny because the final deadline was today. My forehead fucking hurts because I have like ten fucking pimples on it. I haven’t taken my medication in days, and one can tell. The second night of the show is tonight, and it means I have to stay at school till 10:30 since call is at 6 and I can’t go home before then. I’m damn grumpy.

I’m done.

*puts smile back on*

How is everybody?