3/17/03

I need to write something. Hrm.

I’m on vacation! Yay! Nothingness reigns supreme in my schedule at last. I’m a fan. 😛 Plus I just spent the past three days with some of my very favorite people in the world, and that was nice. Oh, I just went prom-dress shopping–I found this very nice pale-blue dress that I might get. It looked nice.

It’s amazing–things that happened to me ages ago get stored away in my head and never dealt with, so that years later I have these incredibly penned-up feelings about minor things that happened ages ago. I hate it. I need to learn how to face myself and deal and move on. Strange how the mind works.

Anyways….I’m bored and its late at night. Bed, you say? Naw….TV. 😛

March 17, 2003

note how many times i say the word ‘nice’? you would think i could come up with a better modifier….but its vacation, im forgiven right? 🙂

haha, yeah, I was completely hooked on The Cosby Show for late night TV this past summer

Violet Librarian

March 18, 2003

🙂 *is happy for Emily but cannot imagine a work-free vacation* I’d be at loose ends and mope around and wish fervently that I had something to do, or that I could adjust better.

one fine day

March 22, 2003

hey hon:-) so, great that you found a prom dress! But also, the penned up feelings…I’ve been dealing with some of those fun little things myself…it is odd how that works isn’t it. The littlest things will suddenly become incredibly frustrating because of what you accociate them with…..weird. Well, I’ll talk to you soon. Love you ((hugs))~