do the monster mash
[begin rant] My goal: to maybe at some point in the future be one step ahead of the phobias that rule my life. In actuality, I don’t know if that will ever happen! Its so awful….I can’t escape it. I’m nervous now. I don’t know why. It never ends. Ever. Its HALLOWEEN god damn it! Halloween is fun!!! WHY AM I UPSET?! But…I am anxious, as always, and I will be so for a while. [end of pointless nonsensical redundant whiny rant]
I’m going trick-or-treating tonight if its the last thing I do…and I know that there’s no fucking way that it’ll make me feel better. There are too many cracks in the sidewalks of Spring Glen for me to even transiently forget about myself…and then I’ll obsess about obsessing…I’m sorry guys. I just complain about the same damn things every day. Nothing’s new here, I’m just sitting in the library bored and not doing all the work that I should be doing. I’m just so sick and tired of it all…
GODDAMMIT FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER FUCK! FUCK!!
OK, I feel better now…thanks so much you guys. I’m sorry.
dont thank us, emzo em….this diary is for YOU. and youre going tricertreating with me. so there. HA!
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Don’t be sorry. I like hearing swears! It’s YOUR diary…so do whatever you want. No matter what.
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You don’t need to apologize, you shouldn’t apologize…this is for YOU! Always for you…I love you hon. And good for you, nice releasing of aggressions!::hugs:::-D~
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Thank you for the hugs!
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I’ve wanted to curse loudly in my diary like that on occasion, but something always stops me… my current diary doesn’t have room for catharsis of that manner, so maybe I need another diary where I can make no sense, in no particular format (as opposed to the poetry in my current diary which no one ever gets haha)
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: ) Feel better. RYN: That’s cool. You don’t often meet horse people on FOD, especially ones that know Ahkel Tekes. I actually own an Anglo-Arab right now and show the Arab Circuit and A-Circuit Dressage. I love it. I’m obessed with it. Well, not to the point where I eat, drink, and sleep horses. But, enough to love it. Talk to you later. What breed do you ride?
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*smiles* nice rant. Thanx for the note, fun colors in here. The puzzle pieces are cool.
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RYN: i want to go to RMWC, and i think i probably will…if i ever make up my goddamn mind! am i going or what? geez…you’d think i was a blonde or something <> ttyl, sweetie. email me! (entry: “no spamming allowed,” or something like that…i don’t really remember:-)
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