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mess up it
October 26, 2003

Uhh… what’s that… trust? Something like a car, or a house, I’m 99% sure I would want it back 😛

Clarify what you are considering wanting back, and I’ll try to leave a more intellectual, helpful note than just guessing what I think you’re talking about… which would probably be totally incorrect. 🙂

stardust;
October 27, 2003

nope never, i never ever want it back. xx

Hm. Not sure what this entry is all about, but I can share something with you that might be of assistance. I’m not sure what it is, or why this happens, but whenever I’m extremely worried over something, to the point where it’s ruining my life, I always end up feeling empty without that horrible worry once it has passed. I’d be insane to actually miss it, but that’s the best way I can describe***

***it. It’s almost as if I get so accustomed to feeling a certain way, that once it’s no more, I feel odd and out-of-kilter without it. *hugs* Sooner or later things always get back to normal though.

Violet Librarian
October 27, 2003

Yes. *hugs*

one fine day
October 27, 2003

hmmm:- ((hugs))

Yeah. Really strange, isn’t it? Sometimes, being happy (or at least stable) feels so strange, and I want the security/familiarity of feeling down. Heh. -Lucy

Outsider
October 27, 2003

so true. whenever i start feeling good i get really scared. whenever anything is perfect or very good i know that the next thing to happen is for it ALLL to explode and break my heart. being in the familiar state of being gray is much easier.

I guess I’ve never really had those problems. I think a lot of people entertain thoughts of suicide, and I have before… maybe not seriously; I really don’t remember. However, why would you possibly want those things back? They cause so much inner tumult… it’s not worth it. Learning to live life and be happy is much better… am I wrong to think so? I really hope things are all right for you…

yeah

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