sorry about that

I am sorry. I have let you down. You. My readers. People that supported me every time I needed that. I am such a cruel girl. I am so sorry…

I would like to make up for that. But… I am afraid I can’t. But I am here again.

Again in pain.

Again when oxygen and normal breath is the thing that I pray for every minute.

Again when my sinuses hurt so bad every time I breath by my nose that I can’t afford for doing that.

Again when I don’t want to lose my hope for health.

Again when I have only few people there.

Again when I don’t know what to do.

Again when coughing fits are making me feel embarrassed.

Again because writing helps me.

Please forgive me.

~Yours forever.