11/25/08

In the past six months I have lost 48 pounds. That is almost 50. That is an insanely large number and I can’t even believe I was that fat at one point. And I still have 33 pounds to go to reach my goal. When I reach my goal I will have lost a total of 81 pounds. That is insane. that is insanely insane.

i’m proud of myself and this is the biggest acheivement I have ever made at losing weight but its almost embarrassing to talk about because i was so friggin fat!

it is great though to have all these clothes fit that didn’t fit before and to have clothes falling off me that i couldnt button up before. its great to be surprised by the face in the mirror….smaller, narrower and prettier.

the best thing about losing weight is that i feel better. i feel better physically and i feel better about myself emotionally. i know i can keep it up to reach the goal. i am hoping to reach my goal by May since the weight loss has been slowing down the slimmer i get.

i feel ready for life lately and that’s a combination of losing weight and a bunch of other awesome things happening. today i am happy and fulfilled and its only 8 am