Can you help me Please?

This is kind of a plea for help. The person or persons i’m asking know who they are. You got me to crack a smile in such a bad mood, and got me to actually laugh with all the shit going on in my head. Yeah, i really want to cause some pain, but on the other hand. i know i shouldn’t. you help me see there is a light on the other side, even if darkness is surrounding me. Please help me get to the tunnel and remove myself from this place of pain. the way we used to communicate is gone, so you’ll have to bare with me for a while.

Thank you for being there, you seemed the only one who cracked the pain, even if only for a second. Hey! can i have a rain check on that hug? I think i might need it anyways! and I also need some ideas for having fun. And i mean going out, not staying in.

once again… please maybe, help just a little bit…