How long does it take?

How long does it take to realize how much you care for someone? How many dates do you need to go on before you know It’s love? How many hours do you need to spend with that person to realize you want to move in with them? And how long before you should alow yourselves to talk about marriage and kids?

After all the pain I went through in my short life, I all but gave up on finding anything like this. Most men have some flaw you can’t get over. *Just as women do* but I think we’ve already found the small flaws about eachother. My fear of “love” is no more an issue. I felt it from the second date. I got butterflies in my stumach making him dinner. That’s a first. I never had that problem. I feel special when I’m around him like I’m floating in the twilight zone. That’s new too. I have been out with other guys in the past 5 years but not one of them was close to this feeling. Not one of them made me contemplate having more children sooner then later. Not one of them made me contemplate moving out of my parents reach. That is an awesome feeling. I think I’d like to move to this tiny town I feel so at home in. I like the quite, close family, football playing men, and the idea that they all like my children and me. I’ve never felt at home in someone else’s home as much as when I’m with him. I feel like I belong there. Like… maybe we’re supposed to be together… I don’t know for sure. But when we’re apart I think… What’s wrong with me, Why do I love him. and then we’re together again and I say… OH That’s it. Right there! Some unmistakable thing. You can’t put your fingure on it but you know it’s there. you know you can’t doubt it and you can’t see it when you’re apart. but you know you connect. you know there really is something. He’s more then I thought a man today could be. he’s everything I thought I’d miss out on for the rest of my life.

How long should it take before you feel like you can’t go on with out someone?

How long does it take to decide that person made your life a better place to be?

Another odd thing, I don’t mind ditching my chillies for a few hours to be with him either! And if I want, I can bring them with me!

Yeah, I feel special because of him. and I love him… Strange huh? All this time hating men and I found one that I dont’ think I could be happy without… Wierd on my side of this…