My thoughts….

Sometimes you get to thinking, Why Me? why Today? Well… My oldest brother, I have two. Is moving away Permently this friday. The day after tomorrow. So That means, I don’t have to worry about Melissa for a while. Thank Goodness there. I’ll Miss him, But on the other hand, This year he’s turning 30 and Has NOTHING to show for it. He doesn’t see his kids, he doesn’t have a job. And His wife is this Horrible person. So now what? He’s going to New Jersey to become a truck driver and work. At least he’s got a plan. It’s alot better then sitting here and dragging out his life like he’s been doing. I understand the bad reasons that he’s leaving. But there’s also alot of good things going to happen from it. In NJ. Adultry is Illegal. Meaning after 30 days of resentancy he can get a divorce right away and She’ll have to pay him for the shit she’s done to him. He’s giving his pets new homes. Apperently he’s going to come back to get them. So I’ll Be taking care of his bird for him. My other brother is taking one cat and the other cat is going to a farm. I don’t know. But Hey… One thing I should be happy for him is… He’s finally going to get away from his parents. He can’t spand forever with them. Then again… I need to get away from Mommy and Daddy Too. How am I going to grow up? Well… First off. I don’t think I’ll get the chance to really live like I’d like to. But on the other hand. I might get the chance to do other stuff. Like Work my ass off harder then anyone else I know. One day I will get my dreams to come true. I’ve only got one real dream. I still want to be a cartoonist for Disney Inc. But you know… I might do something else too. I might decide I want to do make-up or special effects for the movies too. That’s fun. Like I said I’m not sure really. I’d settle for alot of things. But my Number One Goal in life is to get my Batchler’s or Master’s degree in Graphic Design. I don’t care if that Means I’ll be in school for the next 20 years. I want it, and One day I’ll get there. I just wish I could get there SOON!

Robby’s girl is a nice one. She’s proven to be a good choice for him. I was freaked out at first but after talking to her a few times and learning more about her. I’m actually glad for him. Amaizing. I was really freaked out about it at first. But he also had just met her and wanted to get married this October 1st. He’s decided to wait a year. Good for him. I don’t want them to learn way too late that they’re not as great together as they think they are.

So… There are my thoughts… what do you think???

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