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First Accident

Current mood: indescribable

Category: Automotive

First Accident Today, I was involved in my first Accident Boy am I fucked up now! I keep telling people about it over and over and over. It’s supposed to make me feel better. It doesn’t. I’ve been driving for almost 3 years. This is really a first. This guy came out of the bank drive way and Floored it! Fucking Motorcycle! I hope the guy will be alright. No matter what I did he was going to hit me. I was barely moving. There’s these HUGE dents in my van. Fucker had to be going REALLY FAST! He was like a bullet! The other car that was in front of me slowed down, so I thought it was a yellow light. Meaning I should have been able to make it. Right? The guy in the red car was letting me go. The motorcyclist didn’t stop at the end of the drive, He just floored it right away. He’s got two broken legs, a scraped up face and a head injury. They said he should be alright. I don’t know. But FUCK! This seriously bugs the shit out of me! Its like What do you do after this kind of thing? I wish I knew what to do I keep looking at the fact that if I didn’t fuck up I could get a bus driving job making 10.50 to start. Now? Guess I won’t be able to do that. I no longer have a clean driving record Flush that thing down the toilet. I don’t want to drive anymore. I don’t want to be around a car or in one, or near a road. Thank goodness I have tomorrow off. I wish so much that I could turn time back and prevent it. I wish he’d just stopped at the end of the driveway or looked at the fact that vehicles were moving. He floored it, it was like, He was at the bank then hit me in like 2 seconds. Speed limit is 30 miles per hour If you know the area I’m talking about, You’d understand. That bike shouldn’t have been going that fucking fast. If he were going slower or anything, He’d have missed me or I’d have missed him or whatever, Things would be different. But they aren’t and I can’t do anything. I just hope so much that he’ll be alright. I was barely moving. I tried to get out of his way. It didn’t work.

Dang it all fuck! Guess I can vent now FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I can’t even call the people who are there for me! Damn work! DAMN FUCK! UGH!!!

17:31

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

After Talking To him….

I called Him today… A little After 6. He has this thing that makes me feel better no matter how badly I feel. Case of First Accident??? Told him about it. He made many Crapy and Mean jokes! But you know what? I feel alot better now. Like nothing happened. He said shit that Just is wrong to say to someone. That if it were any one else, I’d be Upset worse. But no, From him? I feel GREAT! He said it was all my fault. No matter how fast the fuck was going, It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have been driving. I should have stayed home. Look out all Motorcyclists! You’re going to be blindsided by a HUGE VAN! It’s really mean! Like I said. But I feel better now! He said shit like the guy deserved it. Come on! What the Fuck! I have two dents in my van and one has a foot print! Ok, So I wanted everyone to know… beyond popular belief! He really can make a bad day go away! Hell! He makes EVERYTHING BAD BETTER! Yeah, just another reason I can say I LOVE HIM!

19:23

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I can say I am Honestly amaized at how good I feel after talking to him! he said he’ll call again! He said reality I might still beable to drive busses. Worse they can do? Tell me no! Either way! It’s alright now.