Yesterday’s songs….
Yesterday I posted up two songs with their lyrics. Now Ask me Why? The first one, I kinda like, and the other was our first kiss. Yeah, Corny! But seriously, What kind of person would I be if I hadn’t noticed that. Plus it was seriously cool. Like the fact that it was kinda what I was feeling when our lips touched. If you know the song you know the beginning drum work! Yeah, I’m a special person!
Another reason I like that there Special song *Wanted Dead or Alive* Is because It was the first song that came to mind when I told him I don’t listen to Only Country Music! I love my “Country 92.5” but I like rock and stuff too… I haven’t even listened to anything else sence Friday when we went out. I just can’t get “wanted dead or alive” out of my head. I keep trying to… But it isn’t working. Last night I actually lost sleep over a guy! WOW! I haven’t ever had that feeling. It was a good one though. We made plans to have a dinner here at my house with my family, and I don’t know if I’m excited or exactly what, But either way… I’m just like WOW right now… I don’t care if things dont’ work out.. I have a boyfriend. He’s really sweet and kind and looks like Yosemite Sam. I love that fact! Yosemite was one of my Fav cartoons as a kid! He’s got this wonderful voice and nice teeth, and when he smiles, only I know that smile. He does wierd things that I think are cute.
He’s the only guy that has slapped my ass and I didn’t react by hitting him or shooting a really dirty look. *Don’t know if they noticed the dirty look at the time* But anyways! He did it and I didn’t mind. I don’t know why… He’s such a sweetheart! I can’t believe I’m not afraid of this commitment. I mean I was asked out, and dated a guy, and stuff, but when the thing between us became more then just a fling, I called it off.
I mean, the thought of having a relationship before this, like I mean, thinking we might be “dating” for more then a few weeks Seriously Freaked me out. But I’m kind of looking forward to seeing how long this one might last. I’m glad. People around me are telling me I’m not going to be able to stick around because I’m easily freaked out and I panic quick, but I don’t care! I like him. I’m shocked because I feel ok telling him shit that has happened to me that no one really knows! he knows more then my Best friend. I mean, he even knows shit about his cousin/ my best friend. I know some things I should let her say… but I can’t help it.
Tomorrow is dinner and then Friday we’re going camping all weekend. I’m so happy! I’ve never looked forward to spending three whole days with someone so much sence I can remember. I mean, a few hours or a night no prob. but this is, getting away from everyone and doing other stuff! Yeah! This is kinda cool to me. I’m very happy I met him. My best friend hooked us up and even though I love teasing him about Yosemite Sam, I like spending time with him and talking Alot MORE!
I wonder where this one might end up… Maybe it is kinda odd… but Nope… I don’t know… I really like him…
Heck! I slept with him on our second date *un-planned* and the only other guys I’ve done that with, i’ve known more then a year.. I’ve known him for 6 days at that time….
*Hugs*