3/24/23

It’s 20 days since my last post.

The fact that Im dealing with the overwhelming emotions I had last time AGAIN, maybe I am suffering from PMS and probably a more sever form that in the past.

Anyway my thoughts encircle the same emotions as last time, directed at the same people. None more than my husband.

Its like ai must always have a villain in my life. If there is none then I embellish things so that I have one of my own. That person, that thing, that situation that is the reason for all things wrong