10/27/2011

Brandy is having lapband tomorrow.  I’m so not into this.  I dream of her on a machine along side of  Mom.  

Fuck.

We have to be at the hospital at 7.  I am not at all looking forward to this.

Her fucking doctor told me it was okay because she was going to be skinny afterwards.  Wow, skinny or dead .

Oh God, give me the ability to handle this.

Mandy

Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.