I’m still not stoping!!!

So yeah here we have it… As it is coming on.. my mind as it is on paper.. its prolly some crazy stuff and hard to follow!!!

Unless yuou was me… if you could follow all this and still see me in here somewere… Then U would have to be some sort of mind reader or someone that knew me very well…

But i’ve also been told that i am a easy person to read… is that because i let peoples read me? Or because i can express myself well when i want to.. I’m not so sure… with what I have writin today if this is the easyest way for me to express myself to others…

i wonder as I write on other days.. when just what ever isn’ty cxominbg out of my head.. And i take time in my writing.. that I haide things.. Things like, the way my life gets at me.. Ans just why i need things in my life… or is more to what i say just the top of what things are really like?? or maybe just what I write is just how it is… i dont even know myself!!!

my god i just want to see chrisatie… here i go get in my car and drive to Big W to see Christie… Why am i still here… Cos thew chances are she wouldn’t haqve the time for me when shes woprking… Consideriung she is working lol… Anbd that i dont want to over see her or push her in any way that she doesn’t want… why do i feel like that.. because ofg my past… i have so many lil things that eat away at me…