Weight loss update 3

I’m on week 7 and unfortunately I’ve gained 3lbs since last week. I’m now at 265 lbs. So that’s disheartening. I feel like I’m failing again. I just want to keep seeing the scale go down. 

I tried on a pair of jeans on Sunday and they were still a little tight. My other clothes may feel slightly loose but that could just be in my head because I want to lose weight so bad.

My dose it .5 now and so far I’m not experiencing much side effects. That makes me worried that maybe the shot isn’t working that great. I’ve heard stories of others having horrible side effects so I’ve been bracing myself to feel horrible, but so far nothing major. Some indigestion but no nausea, vomiting, or anything like that. So does that mean it’s not that effective for me? I won’t be surprised. I have lost around 15lbs so far. I wanted it to be more. I was hoping to be more around 20-25lbs.

It didn’t matter what I would do to lose weight, my body like refused to. So, I worry about the shot because it’s literally my last hope. I know my husband doesn’t see me as attractive because of my weight but he won’t admit it. After having 2 kids and dealing with mental health issues, my body literally just gave way and never went back. I wasn’t super skinny before but I was prettier and healthier. 

I did a row machine workout yesterday and I’ve been doing my best to drink water all day. Yet, I’ve done these things before with no results. So I pray to God this weight loss shot works.