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Isn’t it just plain annoying when people reply to notes, not meant for them in the lst place. Especially so if they are rude and the cause isn’t legitimate. These people should just kill themselves. But buy some insurance first. At least leave something for your loved ones OR / SUCH AS your family. For a start, give me your number so i can arrange a consulation and evaluation for you. Blah. Just die.

I went out with an army friend today. He’s kinda irritating though. But the odd thing is that, he is irritating because he is too nice. You know, those kinda super nice people. Which of course doesn’t bore well on me. Because I feel bad for finding him irritating BECAUSE he is too nice… OMG just what the heck is this world coming to? Bad people are fun to be with, definitely not irritating but they are definitely not nice as well. When things happen, they will probably be the ones to land their shoemarks on your face. Weird.

Going off.

Added: I added this part because i want to talk about something. I have always felt that i am a very skeptical person, reaching cynical soon but not there yet. Its just really hard to trust people, especially people you don’t know indepth like strangers you meet in a class, or even freeopendiary friends for that matter. But the worst part is i get skeptical even towards close friends, which I won’t show it to them, of course. Its like, suppose a close friend ask you for something. The first feeling i get would definitely be skepticism. Like something must be wrong somewhere somehow. Of course, the brain will set in and overthrow this skepticism. But its odd. Because now, I am not doing something for my friend because i trust him, but more so for the concept that i should be trusting in him because we know each other too well and its not right to not trust him. Odd. Today is such an odd day.

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December 9, 2005

I took 3 years of Spanish. Como te llamas? As you can tell it didn’t stick!! I def don’t think that’s right.. lol I wish I could speak fluently, but I can’t. Trust is a big issue with some people.. I feel ya though.. I’m a little too open sometimes.. But once you mess up the trust issue with me, it’s hard to get it back.. Bad guys are interesting.. to date and to hang out with as friends…

December 9, 2005

..BUT I find all their trouble soon becomes irritating. Nice guys are irritating too. I feel ya on both of them.. I’ve dated both too. Bad boys = Wild and Trouble -*- Nice Guys = Mostly Shy and Boring.. lol, thru my experience.. Well nighty night!! Sleep Tight! Don’t let the bed bugs bite!! Haha! Ryn: Thanks.. I think our clubbin may be cancelled, but not sure.. 🙁 K bye! <3

1. I don’t like the way bluestar is rude to you. It’s really quite mean. Those are the types of comments Karen makes about me, sometimes even worse. My ‘rough patch’ is just a heightened depression. I’m crying at least every hour. It does this to me about once a week. sometimes its worse than others.. It just builds up and then explodes. Not nice…. -Sunshine-

December 9, 2005

Cynicism has changed alot. The true meaning of cynicism was that you were happy with the simple things in life. You didn’t want money to make things better.. you were just happy with who you were. Today, it means a general distrust of the integrity or professed motives of others. It means insensitiveity to others feelings and whatnot. The opposite of true cynicism is epicurean.

December 9, 2005

Just something for you to mull over if you want..