I’m on a safariiiii

No not really. I just got Safari for Windows. It’s…I like it. Much much better than IE and better than Mozilla. Mozilla was being gay anyway…taking a long ass time to load and stuff like that. Safari has been a breath of fresh air.

There were some things I scribbled on my hand to complain about but then they’ve washed off, and I don’t really remember what they were or what I was going to say about them. *shrug* I’m not even sure why I’m posting right now. Perhaps because while I’m tired, my upper back has been in a fairly persistent spasm since this morning, and I highly doubt I would be able to sleep if I tried. I just took an herbal muscle relaxant though, so perhaps that will enable me to sleep some tonight.

I’m going to have some leftover money from my financial aid this semester. I’m looking at either a new laptop or a digital SLR. It would be awesome if I could get both but somehow I doubt I could swing that. I guess we’ll have to see.

Fuck. My fucking back. It’s spreading up into my neck now.

OH. One thing I will share that caught me really off guard today. I don’t usually do a lot with my hair aside from a ponytail or pigtails. It’s even more rare that I’ll do my makeup. Today was no different. It was later in the evening, maybe around 8 pm, and I was ringing up a couple, and there were maybe 5 people in the line behind them. As I gave the guy his change, the girl looked at me and said, very sincerely, "You know, you’re really pretty."

You could have knocked me over with a fucking feather. I felt my face go red, and I managed to stammer some sort of thanks. She flashed me a smile and took off out the door after her boyfriend.

For some weird reason, it made me want to cry. I don’t consider myself attractive, not really. I mean, I’m not an eyesore, but I’m not a sight for sore eyes either. I suppose the fact that she appeared to believe what she was saying about me is what struck me the most. I felt the genuineness. She wasn’t saying it to say it. I guess that’s what moved me.

In any case, I felt like a queen for the next 5 minutes or so. Then my back pain reasserted itself and I didn’t really think of anything else for the rest of my shift.

I suppose I ought to go try to get some sleep. I have an exam to take tomorrow.