I burnt my finger

School has been going okay.  I’ve been frustrated in a couple of my classes because of my inexperience in welding, but I am getting better slowly.  I really want to learn how to do this well.

My job is going ok.  I’ve really gained the trust of my supervisor.  She’s really nice and I’m glad I can help her out.  But I have gotten another job offer.  This one could potentially be a job for a lot of money, but I’ll be an entry level engineer for medical devices and I’m still not sure I want to get a job as an engineer but I’m definitely sure I don’t want to engineer medical devices…how boring.  But if the price is right I just might do it, I don’t know.

Working and going to school is pretty stressful, but I’m managing pretty well, considering my past.  Anxiety hasn’t been a real problem in a long time.  I’ve had a few attacks but I’ve been able to push through them.  In fact, I’ve been pushing myself a lot lately.  I haven’t found a limit and I’m sort of scared I’ll find it, but right now I just don’t give a fuck.

I’ve been thinking lately about going to the local tennis courts to try to find Huy.  He was my tennis coach many moons ago and I know I need to get back into shape if I’m going to keept this up.  Maybe he will take me under his wing once again and help me get back into shape.  I also kind of want to get back into tennis to meet new people, especially a girlfriend.  Now that I have a decent job and am getting into things I really like now, I am gaining enough confidence to go out and date again.