September 18, 2006

Yeah I did it! So what?

Yup. Last night I finally gave in and did it.

I bought a box of Little Debbie Swiss Roll Cakes and ate the whole damn thing myself! They are my ultimate weakness for junk food. Ok, I did give one pack to Tony while we were both having a break and we had a very interesting conversation about him. Interesting enough for another entry at another time. But this one’s about me. LOL!

I should be feeling guilty. After all I am already a little overweight. I have gone from a size 10 to 14, or 16 if the clothing is mislabeled…is that excuse working? Yeah, probably not, huh? Anyway, I only had two packs of the cakes last night and I told myself I would stretch them out over the whole week.

Well, ’round about 2 hours after I got up from my nap, they were ALL history. And even though none of my clothes fit, including a dress I made for myself that I haven’t been able to wear yet, I ate them all and completely relished in the total decadence of it!

That’s right. I ate them all and I loved it! So what? I don’t even feel guilty!

Well, not about eating the junk cakes, but maybe just a little about walking by the expensive elliptical machine my hubby bought for me at my request. Yeah, that thing is aggravating me now! I wish it would shut up and stop taunting me every time I walk by it! LOL!

The good thing though is, I will feel guilty if I buy more junk chocolate after my indulgence so maybe I can lay off of it now that I have had a reeeeally good dose of it. So! My mission is to not buy more junk food and to shut that damn elliptical up by not walking by it and getting on it. Yeah, that would do it. *sigh* Wish me luck on that one! lol.

I could never leave junk food alone long enough…they’re usually gone the second they’re in the house. Hmm, that’s funny…I don’t think I’ve seen Little Debbies selling around here? Is that the southern thing?

mmm chocolate, and it’s not even Halloween yet. Just wait until all that candy is on sale and in front of our faces everytime we go to a store, arrgg! Did you know the average size of an American woman is 14, & Marilyn Monroe was a 14. You’re doing o.k., what’s a little chocolate every once in a while, plus it’s an anti-oxidant. See I can legitimize anything :>)

No guilt?! Jeez, I get upset when I cave and eat a cookie. Of course, I’m on a time crunch here. After the ren-faire I’m buying myself a cheesecake and NOT sharing. 😛

wintergrey

September 20, 2006

Good luck! I can’t resist the chocolaty stuff either… Take care,

Whoa!! The whole box? You go girl!!

I’m a note-spy-pirate, lol, and I have something to say about a note you left – You were in an overwhelming situation that you didn’t know how to deal with. You can’t hold yourself responsible for something you had no control over. We both learned a lot about each other from it, and if it never happened we might not be as close as we are. So there. 🙂 Now why can’t I make this note private??

Thanks for the hugs, and you’re right your baby girl did turn out well. :>)