gorgeous.

i spent the last week with rolf. ‘t was wonderful. watching animal planet, eating french bread with [too much] nutella and just being online, asleep or cuddling or having sex.
life is wonderful when there’s nothing more than that.

i had to go back home on friday. i’m not sure if it’s because of that that i got sick. i almost fainted on the station. had to keep myself from sleeping on the train. in total, i spent 5 hours on the train. i was so dizzy. i arrived in brugge and had to walk all the way through the snow to my grandma, to pick up my bike. then i had to ride home, all alone, in the snow and dark and cold. bah.

i’m still kind of ill. i might not go to school tomorrow. it doesnt matter much.

i might move. to holland. to go and live with rolf. i’ve wanted this for so long but rolf was always firmly against it. until he realised i could just go to school there. we looked at our posibilities and now we’re trying to make a plan…
i’ll go live with rolf + the guinea pigs + two hamsters [mine and his] in one small room. we’ll look for a bigger appartment later. for now, that’ll do. i could go to school just around the corner.
and my favourite part : i’m going to study animal-care. which just is how to take care of animals. groom them, clean their cages, feed them,… with that diploma i could go work in a pet shop, a pound or someplace similiar.
i like that. i always wanted to work with animals.

now i’m not sure if i can go study there, seeing as how i don’t have a high school diploma. if they won’t allow me, i have to do a quick study of one year in the same school, to prepare me. then i can do the animal-study. so either way, i’ll do it.

i can’t wait. we just have to find out if the school will allow me and how much hassle it is to move to holland. and tell my parents… that’s gonna be the hardest part, for sure. i kind of need them to move my stuff over there. don’t feel like sitting on the train with my guinea pigs, the hamster, their cages, my clothes, cd’s, books, computer and other random stuff.
so i need their support. i’m sure they won’t like it. an 18 year old girl moving to another country to live with her boyfriend who’s really scary because he’s a hare krishna devotee and vegan. but basically, they can’t have much against it. i’ll just go and study there.
i’m excited about it.

also, rolf and i are together for one year and three days now. go us.