Update: Broke up

Well I spoke to Paul last night and we both agreed we need to talk. Im still mad though……….I called him and he fucken blew me off cuz he is with a BUDDY….Like u want it to work then fuck. Blah pissy today.

Im done with the drugs and drinking I still do here and there but not often anymore. I am even going to quite smoking TODAY. So maybe that will help me.

I have to start eatting. like for 3 DAYS I ate NOTHING………I mean NOTHING. I dont even care for it. I need to get healthy………….

Well anyways I donno what to say my mind is all over the place and I feel like shit today. 

Amy Nicole Ashley