8 Months

I’ve been 8 months sober (Yesterday). Feels good to not drink anymore.

Lately, I’ve felt kind of empty lately. Like i’m just coasting through life. I don’t like my job, but it is very close to where I live and with the economy lately, new jobs may not be as secure as I would like (the new guy is the first guy to be let go).

I don’t do as much anymore. Maybe because it is winter, so outdoor kind of things are less frequent. I don’t go out as much as I use to. Mind you, before when I went out I was drinking, but it felt like I was doing something. Now I feel like I am living the same day over and over. Work, come home, make dinner, veg on couch or computer, go to bed, repeat.

It doesn’t help that I was injured in a soccer game, and still recovering (I’m giving myself another 2 weeks). So I am officially not active at all which is a big part of my life. I think I may just be suffering from lack of physical activity and lack of sunlight…. or SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)

In other news, I’m addicted to http://www.last.fm it is a site that tracks what you listen to, and then recommends other bands and charts your stats… in short, it’s a music site. Very entertaining.

I’m out.

Music of the Moment:

Today I Feel: