Bah

I don’t know what is wrong with me today. I am feeling down, why? I’m not really sure. It may be the heat, it is really hot outside and our new apartment doesn’t have AC.

I’m so sick of trying to find a girl. Why is it that girls I REALLY dig, don’t feel the same about me? Vanessa, Krystal, Kim… all those girls, I really like, inside and out…yet we somehow don’t work, they would rather go for some guy who they hardly know… like wtf? To me a relationship should be based on a solid friendship, if you already have that solid friendship, why not take it that step further? Girls are fuckin’ messed… I am getting pissed off just writing about this. So I guess I just won’t.

Kim and I threw a house warming jam on Friday, as I suspected people bailed, didn’t call, didn’t show… blah blah blah. I’m greatful for the few people who did show, it was still a good time, but I am frustrated at the punks who didn’t respond, or just didn’t show. Nice “friends” I have. That is why I like being in Thornhill now, getting away from all that crap…

Are girls really that dumb when picking up signals? Or are they just as oblivous as guys?

Music of the Moment: –
Today I Feel: Frustrated, agitated

Sometimes ladies just don’t want to ruin a good friendship by throwing dating into the mix. Sometimes we would rather date someone we don’t know rather than to date a “friend.” Yes sometimes we are oblivious to signals from “friends.” I think that we just don’t think that our “friends” look at us like that.