Blah

I’m alive…

Moving next saturday.
Feelin’ kind of down today, called a bunch of people to go out, nobody answered, left messages nobody has called back. It is my last weekend in the town I have lived my entire life and it feels like nobody even notices I am still here.
My apartment is clearing out and looking dark and cold.
Haven’t heard from Anna in almost a week, I feel I have put effort, I am leaving it up to her to message/call/invite me out… cause as usual I feel I am the only one putting effort and I am sick of it.

Music of the Moment:  Beastie Boys
Today I Feel: Blah