Chillin’

I’ve been feelin’ pretty good lately, you know now that I think about that… I think I start off 85% of my entries stating that. I guess I am just a happy indivdual. Somebody mentioned this to me the other day, on some site I am on. She sent me an email saying “how happy I look”.

Who knows maybe I am a happy person compared to most people? *shrugs* I think it is because I focus on what I do have in life, and not what I don’t have. Sure I have goals to become “bigger and better” but I don’t dwell on the fact that I am almost 25 and haven’t met the girl of my dreams and don’t drive a sports car. I see that I am healthy, both of my parents are still alive, I have a fulltime job, and have a lot of things going for me.

I like my new job so far, it is exactly what I have wanted. A job where I don’t have to wear a name tag, no swipe cards, everybody is friendly with regular hours. It is a pretty good job but I think over time I will grow out of it, unless I get promoted to another position.

I haven’t done much lately, mostly due to not having money. I am still waiting on my first pay cheque from Millennium Care, and I haven’t worked at Loblaws in 3 weeks. The money will start flowing next week though. Well I think my first pay cheque will be gone pretty quick, because I owe my dad and mom some money, then my car insurance comes out.

I am still seeing Nicole casually, we see each other about once a week, maybe less. I am hesitant to say she is starting to grow on me. Natalie I haven’t seen in a good month, we just haven’t been on the same schedule, but I don’t think her and I would work out anyway. Krystal and I have been emailing, she doesn’t have a phone anymore. She tells me we should hang out and I sense her enthiusiaism (when on the phone) that she really wants to, but we don’t… or haven’t yet. I still miss her deeply. I just can’t forget her. *shrugs*

I guess that is my life in a nutshell. Not to much else happening here.
Till next time…

Music of the Moment:  Nil, at work.
Today I Feel: Calm