Day 6 after the mishap

I have moved to another site to continue writing.  It is a site for people who are quitting drinking.  They understand where I am coming from and are very supportive.

I haven’t had a drink since that fuck up last saturday.  It isn’t really gettting any easier.  But I am doing it for myself and for Nicole, she isn’t talking to me at the moment.  She is very upset with me.

I am going to beat this crap.

Music of the Moment: –
Today I Feel:  vunerable, anxious, lonely.

 

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February 24, 2006

I’m glad to see that. And with Nicole, she should realize that it’s not going to happen over night and she should give you some time and know that there’s gonna be some slip ups…she can’t expect you to miraculously change all of a sudden…thats just the way I see it…but then again, what do I know. Take care and I hope everything turns out well for you!!

March 14, 2006

May I ask what site? Sounds like it might help me.