I missed the point

Debbie and I are still hanging out a lot… we are making progress.  I really like her.  I want to write things, but I don’t want to jinx myself.  We had the best weekend, we went out to Wonderland on Thursday, then on Saturday went to the Ex, went and saw Sloan, some cool acrobatic pyrotechnic show, and went on some rides… we just had an overall great time.  Sunday we went to Sean and Josie’s wedding… that was also fun.

I really like being around her….a lot.  I’m just so deathly afraid she is going to shoot me down after the long relationship she got out of a few months back… or because of the “we have been friends for a long time” BS excuse.

I fuckin’ can’t stand Kim lately, she has turned lazy, pulled a complete 180… oh… and tonight, she reveals out at dinner that now she is getting married… I wanted to yell out “shot gun wedding!!!!!!!” just like after her bs excuse for a “planned child” after a 3 month relationship… it makes me sick… I think I am going to move out alone, I can’t find a roommate, and enjoy my time alone now… I keep the place clean when needed… Kim just messes it up and adds stress to my life… take today for example, I wake up go to have my shower… she moved the shower head for some fucked up reason so that it sprayed on the floor and flooded my soap dish, so my soap melted cause of the water…thanks, not that I pay for soap or anything… second, no rinsing dishes, doesn’t ever take out the garbage, leaves dishes on the coffee table….fuck this, I pay $680 now… might as well pay $800 alone….

Kelly comes home from Europe this weekend… I’m going camping with Debbie… Kelly and I just don’t work, we both knew it…. Debbie, god damn, I really enjoy being around her.  I just can’t put my finger on it.

“I told her affection has two ‘f’s especially when she is dealing with me.”

Music of the Moment:  Sloan
Today I Feel: Fuckers.