SOI
I had a good weekend, or well the part that was fun.
Pauline, Cam and I went up to a party up in Fenolone Falls called “Stampede of Inhiberation”. It was mostly ravers from Torontoraves.com, I am not a huge fan of any of them. They seem to give off this vibe that they have NO life outside of the internet. I hate when people talk about the internet when they are not on the internet. It doesn’t make sense. It is like they live for the board. Anyway, I did meet a couple really cool people and a girl. The guys that I liked were Len, JP and Jason, they all had that “new age hippy” vibe like me. I love that shit. It is just makes for good open minded conversation and a sense of belonging. As for the girl with them her name was Rachel, I have to get back in contact with this girl. I should have grabbed her number, but I didn’t for some reason. I think it was because Pauline and I were in a rush to leave on Saturday (those details to come later). Anyway, her and I flirted all night and got ZERO sleep on Friday night because of it, we were holding hands, soft carasses and touching each other all night. She isn’t really my type, but there was something that drew me to her. She just had something cute about her. I have been thinking about her since we left.
Anyway, on friday night I drank and smoked bowls all night. The dj’s weren’t very good, too much hardcore and Jungle, the genre’s I most utterly hate of electronic. I would rather hear trance over hardcore or crap jungle. Anyway, Rachel, JP, Jason and I talked all night. It was good times.
At one point this one dude who looked EXACTLY like Pippin from Lord of the Rings, drove his car into this swampy ditch, it was the most funny thing to see because the road was going one way while his car was sideways in comparison. It wasn’t a hard drive, so I don’t know how he got in that position but it definately made my morning watching him getting pulled out of the ditch by a tractor. Rachel and I were laughing so hard we were crying. It was great times.
At around 11:30am, Pauline and I crashed. I just hit the wall, I so wanted to invite Rachel back to my tent, but Pauline was sleeping there and it would have left JP and Jason out side alone… so I decided against it. About 20 minutes later it started to POUR rain, and it didn’t stop. I slept for about 4 hours then got up for an hour and smoked a bowl with Len… then I went back to the tent because it was so utterly cold and windy. A couple hours later Pauline and I decide to go home because it was raining hard, it was cold and windy. I really wanted to stay but the weather just wasn’t worth it. I heard everybody else took off about an hour after us. So it was a good decesion.
As Pauline and I packed everything into the car, Rachel was in the car beside ours. I said my goodbye’s quickly because it was POURING RAIN. She said she would be leaving too because of the weather. I could tell that both of us wanted to chill. I need to get back in contact with her, and I think I will… Then I will ask her out on a date, and see what happens. She seemed really cool on Friday night, but who knows after 4 nights with her. I have met many girls who seem cool, but then turn out to be total nutcases. HOpefully she is different, although she does do K, and she was really wanting me to do E with her on Saturday night… which I might have if we stayed, but the weather was total crap… So I wonder how often she does that shit. If she does it a lot I will stay away, but if it is a once every 6 months type thing, then who knows.
Saturday night Pauline and I rented a couple movies and ordered a pizza. We both crashed at around 12:30am. Today (sunday) it is still raining (good call on our part to leave) and I am sitting here drinking beer… I bought a 24 for the weekend and had 11 on Friday night (I gave 3-4 to Rachel) so I have 13 beers just sitting around so I figured might as well drink some of them since there is nothing better to do.
For some reason I miss Rachel. I don’t even know why because we hardly know each other. I think I just miss the closeness and the thoughts that somebody knownly wants to be around you. I guess you could say she was my one night girlfriend… maybe it will be more, maybe that is all that she wrote.
I think I am over Krystal now. It still hurts when I see her, but I think it might always be that way. But I have recently started to develop crushes again… It has been a long time since all I could think about was Krystal. Amber, Aryln and now Rachel…. in recent weeks, so I think I will be ok. But then again it is almost summer, and summer brings a lot of flirting and summer flings. 🙂 I want one… god I love girls.
Music of the Moment: Big Sugar
Today I Feel: Buzzed and happy.