Swallow my doubt
Still feel like crap. I’m having trouble eating, everything just grosses me out. I called in sick twice this week… I just couldn’t face the world. What the hell is wrong with me? I don’ thave energy because I am not eating right, and all I want to do is sleep. I have sat around playing guitar and listening to tunes. I have just felt so not with it. I was invited out last night, but I didn’t go because I didn’t want to pretend like everything was fine when it wasn’t. I sat at home with Kim and watched Lost on dvd.
There is a keg party tonight… should I go? I don’t want to drink anymore… but this is proababaly a good opportunity to go out and chat with people, maybe meet somebody? Doubtful, but one can dream right?
Music of the Moment: Eve 6 – Inside out
Today I Feel: Meh
I felt like that about a month ago. I didn’t eat anything for like a week and a half, it was horrible. I lost 8 lbs in that week too. which is insane. i hope you feel better. take care. ~♥~
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