The other man

Haven’t written in a long time.  I think I may be out growing the need to document my every move.  Although at other times I feel I should write more than ever. Now more than ever…Where should I begin?

March 17th, St. Patties day.  My bud Luke calls me up to go out for the night, Debbie came out as well.  I meet them down at some pub downtown.  The night progresses and Debbie and I chat more and more.  As the night comes to a close, Debbie and Luke decide to crash at my place.  We walk back to my place after a bus ride to about 20 minutes from my place.  Luke passes out almost instantly of arriving at my place.  Debbie and I continue to chat and as time progresses we continue to get closer and closer.  You can feel the chemistry in the air.  All remanistant of what happenned between us almost 10 years ago.  I kiss her.  She kisses me back…  Where do I go from here?  I’m with Kelly, Debbie is with Dave… but lately all I can think about is Debbie.  Even with Kelly and spooning with her I picture Debbie.

Fast forward a week.  This weekend went out again and Debbie was there, we both didn’t mention the previous weekend.  But we chatted, and you could feel it in the air.  Luke mentioned something was going on between us.  We went Karokeing, and there were couches, Debbie and I sat closer togeather than say if it was Luke and I sitting togeather.  I bought her a drink, and she was around me all night.  I don’t know what to do.  I’m pretty sure Kelly is not for me and I have to breakup with her.  Debbie on the other hand, I don’t want to interfer with her and Dave.  They have been togeather for something like 7  years, but the stories I hear she is not happy, he treats her like crap and I don’t think they are for each other.

Do I presue the situation with Debbie?  Let it slide and do nothing?  I’m pretty sure I have to breakup with Kelly, which sucks cause I do like her, she is a great person… just not what I am looking for in a long term relationship. Does that make sense?

Music of the Moment: Rise Against – Six ways till Sunday
Today I Feel:  Can’t stop thinking about her.