What lies ahead?

It has been awhile hasn’t it?  I think I maybe drifting from that stage in my life where I am so confused that I need to document everything that I am doing.  I can’t explain it lately, I am so filled with confidence, it is AMAZING.  I don’t want to say that I feel I am better than people, which i’m not… but that is almost how it feels.  I just feel like nobody can bring me down, I am “THE SHIT”.  I feel like I have nowhere to go but up.  I am full of confidence in myself.  My job is going well, I am moving out.  I have been seeing Nicole again, our sex is phenominal, she makes me feel like a freakin’ god in bed… I feel like I am in a porn movie… it rules.  In comparison to Krystal, this is carbon to diamonds… the same, but so different.  But in the same sense, Nicole just doesn’t have what I want… I think I have to just tell her she isn’t what I want.

So I move out this Friday… our place is so hot.  It is a great basement apartment, it hoenstly doesn’t look like a  basement apartment the way it is setup.  I chilled with Kim today (my new roommate) and while I was swimming Dana called Kim…Dana was saying how it sounds like Kim and I are dating, and  you know… the more I think about it, the more it does…  Last weekend a bunch of us went to a battle of the bands show, and Kim and I were togeather all night, and I just got that “vibe” that you get when your around somebody you like and it is mutal… you know the other is always smiling when you talk to them, and your always joking…and they will drop whatever they are doing to be with you.  I wouldn’t be surprised if Kim and I hook up.  We do flirt with each other, and we will be living with each other so meaning we will see each other a lot…  who knows…  I guess I just think that I really wouldn’t mind being with Kim, she is cute and we do get along really well…and I did have a crush on her in highschool…

I think this is a huge turning point in my life.  Things are going to happen this year… 25 in August, holy fuckin’ shit I am getting old but I still feel 18… I feel this is the year for opportunity and big change.  🙂  Good times I can feel it.

Oh, today is Carissa’s 35 birthday, I bought her a cake, she was cheerful today… I wish she was like this everyday.  But she isn’t, so… I am quite glad I am getting out of this place.

Music of the Moment:  Foo Fighters – In Your Honor
Today I Feel:  Fantastic!!!